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Unfortunately this afternoon was a rough one. My brother Leo is going through withdrawals from his drug abuse. And, according to my Mom, he's even relapsed since getting out of rehab. I have no idea if that's a one off. But I doubt it. And my Mom will probably never take him to rehab. He will never want to go to rehab on his own which I think necessarily implies that he will be dependent on drugs for the rest of his life. That's my expectation. It's not a certainty, but it's what I predict will happen. I think my Mom is failing to do what is needed as a parent. For the last several months Leo has had episodes of destroying items in his room. His closet door is wrecked. He broke a shelf today. It's sad. He has spoiled drug addict temper tantrums and instead of being put on the right course he's coddled and nothing will ever change.

I helped my other brother Lukas with his resume. He got me Burger King. I'm excited for Silo tonight.

I've been thinking more and more about how to handle the fact that my exercise motivation is noticeably slipping. I can feel it, and I'm not entirely sure what to do yet.

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