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I woke up, started work, then had to take Michaela to Newark so she could board the train back home. I got back and then resumed work. Dad had to work late so I picked him up late, except he failed to properly communicate which train he was getting on so I ended up having to go to the train station twice. No big deal. I can feel my exercise motivation slipping. I honestly feel like being away from Michaela is a big reason. I think we keep each other in check. And then also there’s the fact that being skinny suppresses my internal drive to get better. I have to re-find my motivation. I think I’ve proven conclusively to myself that running in the morning lends itself way better to consistency. But I don’t wake up at a consistent time which I think should change. But do I have the internal drive to change it? That’s the question.
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